My #2 kink is watching little girls <i>desperately</i> do sick and twisted things for no reward, when they just crave obscenity and are so beautifully willing to lower themselves to even less than nothing

My #1 kink is having that sick and twisted thing be getting pregnant on my cock before they even really know my name.

Two combined topics meshed in my head today, and this seemed the best place to write about them. I'm a Master owning a 25 year … who is allowed to date. How could a Master allow … to date other people?!??!

Because I'm more long term oriented than I am hungry.

My girl is a slut. She has been with a lot of guys, and loves sex. Its part of what I love about her. But, more than that, I love her loyalty. She is mine. My pet. … trust that she will be here, at my side, unless I screw up really badly.

So what if some other guy pets my kat? Takes her to the park, gets to know her? She's MY kat. She will be back here right after, eager to be back to her master, glad to have explored another option, glad that I'm still here for her to come home to.

And if she's not, I'm better off having found that out sooner rather than later. It won't happen, but if it does, I'm better off without hidden disloyalty in my life.

When I'm searching on here, I'm doing the same thing. Im looking for someone willing to play, someone interesting, even perhaps someone who wants to join our little family. But if there is some undercurrent of taking me for yourself, or breaking her and I up, or having me all your own, you will quickly see how I feel about being played. I'm here honestly, openly, directly. I do not lie about myself. I don't exaggerate. I may not talk much about the less glamorous parts of my life, but I will if someone seems interested.

But I am probing every second for lies, for deceit, for fakeness. I am working every second to draw another mental black X over a profile picture. Because I don't NEED anything from anyone out here. I'm not that hungry. Im enthusiastic, and interested, and open to possibilities. but I am nobody's fool, and have no interest in falling for anyone's trap.

I already have a loyal kat at home, and even if I didnt, better alone than with someone I cant trust and believe in.

For a lot of Dominants, they are not looking for ‘the perfect submissive’. They aren’t looking for someone to obey every sexual whim and then be put in a closet somewhere between uses. What does the submissive bring to the relationship?

“Oh, well, i’m good at obeying…”

Anything else? Do you have creative skills? Can you cook? Do you have a hobby? Friends? What kind of music do you like? Do you play RPGs or video games? If so, what kind?

“uh… well… i can serve you…”

Ok, fine, you want to go there? How would you serve me?

“i can do sex and stuff, and i’ll always obey you-”

Yeah, we covered that. What do you have experience with? What are your likes and dislikes? What are your limits? What will you not do?

“i’ll do anything you tell me to do…”

So you’re a Stephenie Meyer character. Utterly boring, one-dimensional, pointless, and not worth the time. You aren’t a submissive, you’re acting out the Def Comedy Jam platonic ideal of a submissive. Go do some actual research into what D/s actually is, and then message again when you have real answers.

And maybe i’m being a little harsh, i’m sure there are some Dom/mes out there looking for subs like this. But for a lot of us, D/s is a ‘relationship’. They are looking for a partner, not a cardboard cutout. So when you get asked questions like this, it’s to determine compatibility. And if you can’t answer them, then you aren’t compatible.

i and my Master are more than just our D/s relationship. i paint miniatures, i write, i run this blog, i play video games, tabletop games, pen-and-paper RPGs, i cook, and i read a fair amount of fanfic. i can also swear in four languages. Master plays video games, likes Warhammer… you get the point. We are more than Dom and sub, Master and pet, we are people.

Be a person.

Hey Violet - Guys My Age

I haven't seen my ex since we broke up

Probably 'cause he didn't wanna grow up

Now I'm out and wearing something low-cut

'Bout to get attention from a grownup

'Cause you hold me like a woman

In a way I've never felt before

And it makes me wanna hold on

And it makes me wanna be all yours

Guys my age don't know how to treat me

Don't know how to treat me, don't know how to treat me

Guys my age don't know how to touch me

Don't know how to love me good

Guys my age don't know how to keep me

Don't know how to keep me, don't know how to keep me

Guys my age don't know how to touch me

Don't know how to love me good

All he ever wanted was to go down

What we supposed to do with all his friends around? (yeah)

Smoking weed, he'd never wanna leave the house

Got an empty cushion on that sofa now

Told him, "good luck with the next one"

Maybe she'll be just as immature

Gotta thank him, he's the reason

That I'll find out what I'm looking for

Guys my age don't know how to treat me

Don't know how to treat me, don't know how to treat me

Guys my age don't know how to touch me

Don't know how to love me good

Guys my age don't know how to keep me

Don't know how to keep me, don't know how to keep me

Guys my age don't know how to touch me

Don't know how to love me good

So I'm never going back (never going back, never going back)

No, I'm never going back (never going back, never going back)

Guys my age don't know how to treat me

Don't know how to please me, don't know how to read me

Guys my age don't know how to touch me

Don't know how to love me good

Guys my age don't know how to tease me

Don't know how to leave me, don't know how to need me

Guys my age don't know how to touch me

Don't know how to love me good

So I'm never going back

Don't know, don't know, don't know (don't know, don't know)

No, I'm never going back

Don't know how to touch me, don't know how to love me good

So I'm never going back (never going back, never going back)

No, I'm never going back (never going back, never going back)

Today I had a fun meeting with another Fuckbook member. Some pot, some sex, some stroking and cuddling, a shower, and plans for another round. This site has a … poor real-member-to-scam ratio, but I have to say, the meetings I have found here have been worth all the work sorting them from the chaff. Thanks cutie! See you again soon!