No one wants to talk.  ??? I must have upset someone. Beat me please. Just smack it around a little. I will like it.

The separation. 20 years into the marriage. I have finally come to terms that nothing I would ever do to change my self will help this relationship.

I am forever needing a girlfriend who is attentive interpersonally (just regular hugs) and emotionally supportive.

I realized at even this basic level the mother of … was not there for me. I am not rich by any means. However, I feel she has grown accustomed to having my hard earned dollar and all of my time. Then there is the credit card use. It is a big problem I no longer need.

My soon to be ex does not make me happy at all. She and I are miserable. So I have spoken to her. We have agreed and we are working to resolve the issue through separation and divorce.

I am happy with this and am trying hard to stay honerable and live happy.