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she was so chill. Down for anything. We spent days laying there in her room exploring eachother. Talking about him.

"you think he'd have the guts?"

She'd just chuckle

"girl i dont know if he could handle the two of us."

Her body was lean and healthy. Like the kind you'd see on the cover of a magizine. I became more and more sad each day that passed for I knew that we would not meet again after that for quite some time.

"So your gonna get a job right.. yyou know you gotta help the family girl. you have a good family. you need to learn to appreciate that."

Now normally. if someone said this to me I would be insulted. But I took her critisim because It was what I had been waiting for our entire life. We layed on her roof together smoking blunts and staring at the stars.

If he was only here.

"You gotta not learn to trust what the haters say . You neever trusted a rumor back in the day. Why start now you know? Your fine alone. Even if he is bein a candyass."

We laughed. When I went home I knew it would be the hardest thing i'd ever have to do. But being here with her. Letting go was just so easy.