Blog do(a) lilLuv13

The skyline in eye lines sight day and or night. So not right, not fair... So, so many places here I want to be fuxked at. So many ideas I have. So many fantasies I've made and continue to make. Can't catch a break, however, and tired of being patient as I lay in wait. I masterbate.

Rubbing and touching and Entering and then again and again. Vibing, as they say. Intensity all the way. I play and play rubbing this way then that. Entering and Entering again. Entering alternate options as well. Well, sometimes using different options. Today is most probably that kind of day and bet it may happen more than once or twice within the days span.... Whenever I can and even when I shouldn't, can't.

Don't let me rant. A helping hand..or two?. Ooooohh! Ooooo. So many things I want to do. True. Truth!. ...anywho....

A summer dress and my smile on as I sit and enjoy the morning as I overlook the NYC skyline. Many People out and about. As they pass by where I sit ad write this, I wonder if they're wondering things. Wondering if they notice. Wondering if this is one of my "moments" I've moled over in my mind a bit. I take another hit. Another hit soon after taken in. Higher and higher I am trying to get. boy am I fuxkn Wet.....

Can the others hear it? Can they tell what I'm trying to do discrete like, in stealth. Should I be obvious? Classy still, mind you🌸. My my...sigh. I slip it inside and in again. Deeper at times and sometimes shallowly only. At times slowly, slower still. Other times no beat to mark time with. Fuxk it...fuxk fuxk fuxk! Faster! So fast...can i last? Will I blast! Will I buck a bit? I want to be rocking back and forth as I grind. As I wind it up, down and up and down some more. More! More! I want to implore! Score after scores! The crowds excitement soars. More! Please?

As nine inch nails plays on in the background, I found that spot that tends to hide just right no matter what you try, o matter what you use, no matter if others try to lend a hand and help you through, you will not katch it..let alone conquer it. Wet. So wet. Too wet? Is that a possibility? Might....no fight...hear my plights and offer any insight....am I too wet? Mindfullness, I regress...know that although I'm wanting to know some knows bout noted notes on me...between the area of my head to my toes, I am heavily questioning questions I have and would luv to have it listened too and even solves or satisfied about you and others. I would more than luv to make sure you good bae...boo...or " whatever Kool ahit ppl call there S.O now a days.... Lol. Ok let me stay focused.....let me play local. Let me touch and stroke him. Let me take care of that kitty 🐈 for a lil biddy. Slow suck on it. Slow lick on that titty. Slow slide that toy I have inside. Lets Ride. Be ridden how need to be...no kidding, no stiffing..well, not in the way that may have instantly was given in the mind as the words I worded weirdly, yet perfectly resonates and the mind finds what it's allotted to find post haste based on....a lot of shit that I'm aware will derail me into ....much more shit despite losing my ...lusty lustrous linguistical licks and sticks I land...Olympic stance

I want to be live right now. I want to be on your stream. I want to be outside right now testing and thinking and trying to see if anyone notices what I'm trying to be noticed doing......

I pick a video. I press it on. I press play as I play. I hope soon, if not today,now would be ....dead on....is this mic thing on? Hold on a min, a sec please...........squirt, squirt. No lie, is what I want right now. Last night. And the night prior even. Screaming, moaning... Rolling......let me get goin I like being watched on, watched in?. I like a lot of things and would luv to be doin them ...as you watch in. maybe add in a suggestion even...maybe send a message to me all sexily. .......slip into my dms as I slip in, as I lick and lick. As I'm being licked..as you hit that button indicating " liked". Maybe you through in your tip and others chime in as that chime chimes on my end letting me know you into it or want to watch more of much more or ...less..maybe I do special things, set to private".....maybe you want some wants that I've yet to also taunt..haunt ...gaunt with....

Off the tracks I went I … … coffee I now prep...make then sip. I want to bust so bad. I'm right at the cusp, the lip. I light up a clip. I sip...I take another hit and another.....higher I get.....still super wet! ...okok....brb! Follow me. Flow with me please.... On knees I ask...I hope you sent a friend's request.... I hope the algorithm majiggy lines me up online with others in kind like mind and led to find they not far....they live near. I'd luv a friend to have, help and hold however we were destined or star aligned....I'd luv to get to know someone or three or a few local, or can be easily, to get to know and can get to know me...okok. Hold on for real this time...brb luvs. And I'm high inclined to maybe be back ..this time not blogging but live as I feel the "vibes".....cum, say hi if and .....such n fuxk! I want things right now I......I.....iiiiiii..........oooooohhhhh!....please. hold.......