Get your minds out of the gutter, I'm not talking about that! Which by the way works just fine and Always rises to the occasion. But anyways back to todays topic....

Never would have guessed it, even at my age, (50 by the way)

Never would have dreamed it would be so hard...

So hard to find something so simple, something I figured Everyone Loved!

Never dreamed it would turn into such a long absence from my life.

So long I wonder if I still know how.

Has the times changed that much since I've been in the field?

Surely not I will not give up, I must continue my quest.

Never knew I would miss it so much, It's become an obsession!

I will not stray, I will not stop, I shall never give up!

I think it's taking me to dark places, everywhere I look It's all I can see.

But yet the object of my desire still evades me.

One thing I am and one thing I'm not. I am determined to see you again

The man in the boat , He's my best friend!!!

My poem in honor of old school face time! Which has not been a part of my world since before my divorce. Over 5 years since we got to hang out. So if any of you fine sexy ladies have any clues to the whereabouts of my best friend please contact me so a climatic ending to this story can be had by all....

Papa Bear