it’s so interesting to me whenever girls who are twigs call girls who are my size “fat”. I don’t make fun of girls that are skinny. nor do I make fun of girls who are “fatter” than I. personally, I work to keep weight on me because naturally tall and boney, with no ass or tits. regardless of countless conversations and controversy brought to attention about how the media and society has made women hate their own bodies and hate other women’s body’s, being curvy and having fat on your thighs that jiggles when you walk is unacceptable… this image of “skinny” is generally an unhealthy, and generally unattractive look beyond the modeling/film world. do you really think a dude wants to slap and grab on your bones with skin stretched across them? is that what “sexy” and “attractive” has resulted to? what if you’re just naturally skinny? or your fat just goes to your thighs? there are several different types what can be considered “attractive”. one day i’ll see a really skinny girl with no thighs and be like “man i wish I looked like her”.. the next I’ll see a girl with a HUGE ass and thighs and compare myself to her wishing I was her. so why do we have this set idea that FAT=GROSS? as long as you are healthy and content with how you look.. that’s all that should matter. and I will fight til die to defend that.

this is in reference to yet again another fellow female referring to me as a “beast” because of my ass and thighs. coincidentally…. she looks like she weighs 100 lbs… and posts shit like ‘METAL HEAD GUYS.. PARENTS DON’T APPROVE” and churches burning and stuff.

i have nothing to do with you. I don’t want to weigh 90 lbs. for those of you that do, embrace you 90 lb body and leave me the fuck out of it. I GENUINELY love having fat on my thighs. furthermore, I dare you to post unflattering pictures of yourself. you wont. cause you’re too busy insulting bitches like me who are comfortable with their body.

**ps- before men get all defensive about talking shit about men, please realize I am permanently mad at men and I feel as if it is my job to punish them because not once has any man EVER treated me with the respect I think I deserve. I am a good person, I am a good sweet girl with a genuine heart and good intentions… and that has gotten SHIT ALL OVER time and time again. so maybe you’re different, but I am allowed to make generalizations and sexist stereotypes.. it’s a free country isn’t it? not many guys exemplify the standard of what I see fit to be a true MAN. and my standards aren’t very high at all. all I ever wanted was a guy that would be a trusting companion and not make me have to compare myself to other women because I was never enough… or disrespect myself in order to keep their attention. I know where I stand in this sick cruel world. it’s not just men, it’s bad people. and I don’t like men… unfortunately, it’s what I am sexually attracted to. so I keep on throwing myself under the bus to fill some sort of void or desire and it always is pure shit. it always back fires. there is no exceptions. i can never name one guy I ever dated and was like “wow yeah.. he was a really great guy… too bad it didn’t work out”. i know some great guys… fantastic guys… who make good friend zone type of brothers… but if i ever put them on some sort of pedestal… rest assured they’d hurt me or let me down. because that’s how it always works. let me be mad and please don’t question my personal experiences or outlook.

thank you,

thank you for having penises, they’re great…. really… but i hate you.

-anna**