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I wanted to now more than ever. I was so sure this boy was the love of my life. And given the way Id been feeling latley. This had to be magic that a boy so special so beautiful in every single way imaginable must be mine. If he wasn't beautiful he wouldn't show so much emotion.

Without hesitation I kissed his cheek. " Did you here me baby?" ...I said I'm ready

"Oh yea sorry.. its just.. I get lost in your eyes sometimes.."

My heart naturally sank and without hesitation I slowly slid his want out of his hands.. and into mine.

This had to work. We where meant for eachother.. all i hade to believe in is that I was magic. and that I could make a beautiful ignite of fire using my fingers. it couldn't be that hard.. after all this was true love I was risking..