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..i have had it all and lost it. Been on top and bottom.,only accepted hunerd doller bills and begged for just one. Ive been to 17 states, two countrys.and one world fair. Ive been free and locked in a box in the mid of a cocornfield.ive eaten with … and senators.ive layed with beauty all my life, and ive slept with girls who just needed it and it and im happy to fill that or any other role. Ive fought for state titles in the ring in front of the roaring crowd.in the rain...on the 4th of july, in a beautiful lightening storm.ive read over 2000 books but cant tell a killer from a savior, cuz ive never really had to master lying cuz i work hard and love life not needin shit from anyone!.its true freedom and people suck anyway. I live ok jus workin to have it my way. I party ,drink, smoke,eat,and jam the fuckout every chance i get too make up lost time, and adoptation. My last love said i was a beautiful mess, both innocent and pure,yet stupid as fuck, too!.she taught me as much about life as i hope she seen in me. Then she went home.1300 mi. Where her beloved kids and family waited.i miss her..been celebate for ten GRUELING FUCKIN MONTHS NOW AND AM TOTALLY READY TOO PAY FOR HOT PUSSY WHEN I WANT AND GODDAMN NEED IT...I JUST NEVER BEEN WITHOUT IT, BUT AM SCARED OF LOVING,,,EVEN JUST ONE MORE TIME...LIVE IS GREAT,IVE ALWAYS BEEN IN A HEAVY RELATIONSHIP, SO IM BETTER AT IT, ITS EASIER TO FOCUS AND FIND MEANING...BUT NOW IM OUT TOO DO THE COMPLETE OPPOSITE OF THAT and unleash my obbsessive perfectionism in oiling up and setting the alter for perversely erotic and ffocussed message and masterbation and straight hardcore fuckin that reality and the world fuckin dissappear and time warps and speeds up and moons become suns, and black too white an light and ghosts run too there shadows while normal people are startn their cars too warm em up and go to work so we can ALL PAY FOR JUST EXACTLY WHAT THE FUCK WE WANT, WHEN AND HOW...BUT RIGHT NOW.IN MY LIFE, the only thing i truely reward, and compensate and even celebrate....is flat out in your f...face honesty. I dont give two shits obout the demention or complete absence of any..ANY..MORALISTIC VIRTUE OR COMPASSION. AINT got time, if you tell me you fuck sheep, i will only ask....if the sheep was mine. Otherwise: I DO,T GIVE A SHIT.