Hi, I want to finish my PhD in Biochemistry.  But I really want a fun time and do a few things that I couldn't while I was in the army. It is hard for me to think anyone would be attracted to someone as old, ugly and fat as myself. I also need to let you know that I had a vasectomy right after my youngest was born, but I would be willing to have that reversed for the correct woman. I would love to find someone that is open, honest, trustworthy, and totally truthful no matter how bad the news is. My wife had many affairs, and I recently found out that out of … that only the youngest is mine biologically. I mean they all are … I raised them just that the 37 years that I was with her was a Hugh Lie. I cannot stand her deceitfulness. I have 10 … and one of my kids have not started yet. I have always … Helping them to explore the world and learn everything that they can. I believe you should never ignore their questions, because when parents do that too many times they stop learning, they stop being interested in how the world works. Even if they ask questions at the wrong time, you always explain why you cannot answer them at that exact time, but to remind you when you get home and you will then. I babysit a lot. Also, like to take all of them fishing, or to the park and fly kites, or to the playground and play on the swings, sliding board, or soccer, etc. We also, have many barbeques, many birthdays thru the year. They live in Kansas. I move to Pueblo, Colorado. But, I like living near my grandkids also. However, I know myself and I would want to live wherever my wife would want to live, if I remarry. My father lived in Sarasota, Florida; he was 81 when he died. My mother died in 2007. I have two sisters, one who lives in Columbus, Ohio and who lives in Sarasota, Florida, and my brother who is living in Stamford, Connecticut. They all have families. I am medically retired from the US Army, after 18 years, 7 months, and 15 days. 1 year 4 months and 15 days short of regular retirement. However, I do get $4,600 dollars a month in retirement so it is not as bad as it could be. I am still trying to get everything paid off from the old marriage, but it will feel so good when everything is paid off and then I can get a Veterans … guaranteed home loan up to $749,500. In addition, to be able to start over, hopefully with my other half, this will be open and honest, and totally faithful and intimate. That will communicate, and really Love me for me. The Army messed-up on a lower back surgery. I had a herniated disc at L5-S1 (Lumbar disc number 5 and sciatic number 1 disc). After the surgery, scare tissue grew around the S1 nerve root at the spine, which gave me sciatica, and scare tissue grew within the spinal column that gave me a neurogenic bladder and a nonfunctional urethral sphincter that is stuck in a partially open position. In addition, the Doctors discovered that I have Disc degenerative disease with herniated disc’s at C4-C5 (cervical bones in the neck), T8-T9 (thoracic bones in the center of my back), and L4-L5, besides the problems from the surgery. I take many medicines, but I do not let it stop me. It does slow me down, but I still get out and walk, garden, go shopping, fishing, visit friends, go traveling, out to dinners, to the movies, sometimes bowling, or roller-skating, dancing, work on cars, and willing to try anything. I do the housework, and I do watch the television (sometimes a little too much depending on how sore I am at the time). Therefore, as you can tell I … Playing and teaching them. They are the most important thing in the world, our future and they deserve to grow up happy, and to be taught good ethics and morals, to be kind, and helpful to others. Moreover, to have a good education, whether at a University or a Technological School, but to be able to go beyond just high school.I could go on and on … and education but I will stop for now.In addition, when I can, it is hard to find time for myself with all of the grandkids always coming over or calling on the phone, but I love it. With my past wife, I thought everything was perfect. However, it was not. Eight days after we got married, she slept with my boss's husband. She continued to sleep around with him until she became about 6 months pregnant. We had been using birth control, spermicidal foam and a diaphragm. She said that they were not 100% effective. After April was born, we had some friends that lived down the street from us, and he worked in the same office that I did. She started an affair with him, and became pregnant with Adam. There were other affairs that she had had in there. Then, she became pregnant with Elizabeth. Last year I had obtained DNA samples from each of the kids and had the samples tested against my DNA, and Elizabeth is the … is related to me. She had already had Amanda a couple of years before we met. She had given many hints back then, but she still denies everything to this day. I put all of my heart and soul into the marriage. I always gave her the benefit of the doubt. It all devastated me. Sometimes my old wife, Vanessa, tried to cause problems. She is very vindictive, and I know it upsets her that she can't get alimony because a federal law says that disability pay is for the disabled veteran to be able to live on and not part of community property,  She also tried to pollute the kids, but they pretty much see through it. I'm . It has been a little hard to let down my guard because of the past and to let anyone of the opposite sex in again. It had hurt for so long and so bad, and I still do not understand why she did most of the stuff she did. However, I cannot keep having a bad attitude about life and be depressed. That would make life very hard.

My first time for sex, I was 10 years old and she was the 16 year old babysitter. She was wearing a tube top and short cut off blue jeans,  kuchi cutters. She set my brother and sisters up for bed and since I was the oldest, I could stay up 30 minutes later. I had a hard on,  from how she was dressed, she was on the sofa leaned on the arm rest with one leg up on the sofa, the other on the floor, and called me to her. She then pulled my pajama bottoms down and asked if I wanted to learn how to use it.  She pulled her cutoffs and yellow panties off  and held her lips opened and showed all her parts. She had me start sucking and licking on her clitorix as she explained how. Then her legs started jumping, jerking, and shaking.  Then clamped her legs onto my head where I could not breath. She the opened her legs and told me to hurry up and put it in. We did yhis the next couple of times she babysat, then a different girl, 13 years old, babysat. After she sent the little ones upstairs to bed, she asked if I could do the same thing to her as Debbie.  That she had never orgasmed before and Debbie told her that I was better than an adult. Debbie and Becky kepted baby sitting every friday night for the next year until we moved and we had sex every time. Debbie told me that if I go down on a girl and make her orgasm that she would then do anything that I would want.

If your ever interested in trying something new, different, and willing to try alot harder then the younger guys, let me know. You don't know what you might be missing. I am in Pueblo

Oh yes, I'm very interested. I think I'm old, fat, and ugly, but I do have experiance ...Well let's start by caressing your neck, then I will start kissing the back of your neck and your ear lobes, while caressing down your side , cute, skin against skin caressing so softly, caressing down your side and then across your tummy, then laying you down so I can caress your thigh, down your leg and up the inner thigh, and so softly with the tip of my tongue.....touch the tip of your clitorix...so softly, then with my left palm against the top of you pelvis, pull back on your skin, which pulls back your clitoral hood, exposing the whole of your clitorix, so that the tip of my tongue can twitch slowly going up one side and down the other, then under the tip of your clitorix, twitching back and forth, then I suck your clitorix into my mouth while wiggling my tongue all over it, sucking in and out, then slide two fingers into your wet opening and feeling upward rubbing on your ridges up and down and continue that while I start my special way of making my tongue go back and forth on your clitorix faster and faster.....my fingers keep rubbing faster on your ridges inside, manipulating your g spot at the same time and making your legs quiver and quake, shake and jerk, until your top pops off, and your legs clamp solidly against each side of my head and your pushing up on my forehead with hands tying to make me stop, the sensation...you just can't take it any more and you make me stop then slide him in and we go at it. And then start all over again  Oh yes, and tie you up and make you orgasm over and over, and you can't do a thing about it but enjoy.

We don't have long in this world, so let us ride the wind tigether to where ever it blows us, as long as we are together, making each other happy. I was hurt real bad by my previous wife. I found out recently that two of … are not biologically mine. She had started running around 8 days after we were married and had many, many since, over the 38 years. I'm medically retired from the US Army. I’m Looking For Someone that can be totally open and honest with me no ma someone as old as me? Why are you? What do you really feel is attractive about me? It is just a little hard to believe someone as young and as beautiful as you would be attracted to someone as old and ugly as myself. I also need to let you know that I had a vasectomy right after my youngest was born, but I would be willing to have that reversed for the correct woman. I would love to find someone that is open, honest, faithful, trustworthy, and totally truthful no matter how bad the news is. If you remember my profile, my previous wife had many affairs, and I recently found out that out of … that only the youngest is mine biologically. t. We had been usingl was born, we had some friends that lived down the street from us, and he worked in the same office that I did. She started an affair with him, and became pregnant with Adam. There were other affairs that she had had in there. Then, she became pregnant with Elizabeth. Last year I had obtained DNA samples from each of the kids and had the samples tested against my DNA, and Elizabeth is the … is mine. She had already had Amanda a couple of years before we met. She had given many hints back then, but she still denies everything to this day. I put all of my heart and soul into the marriage. I always gave her the benefit of the doubt

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