I used to think meeting up, drinking, smoking, licking a clit and having mine licked would be the time of my life. Y'all wanna know something? Every time I've met up with anyone, I always go home feeling worse or the same way (lonely, unseen, unsatisfied, stressed/anxious/depressed about life...etc

BUT THIS WEEKEND, I went to a different house. I met someone who changed my heart, who gave me peace and hope bout my life's circumstances. I felt loved and rejuvenated. I cried my eyes out and they heard me, they understood me and I literally felt them with me....I'm talking about Jesus

OMG. I pray you all experience what I've experienced. There are no words to describe what I felt. All I know is I was tired of crying, smoking, drinking, "fucking", avoiding people, isolation, confusion, fear, anger, self hate/doubt, anxiety, stress, depression, poverty, cheating on my spouse, lying, hating my spouse ...THE LIST GOES ON.

I went to church and it's as if God said, "ENOUGH". I gave all of my sins and fears and burdens to God on Sunday and I haven't felt the same since. I didn't pick at doll or bow to a statue. I simply said, "Jesus, I don't want to live like this anymore, I need you".... And I truly meant it. Next thing you know I'm crying and someone is pray for me.

I've met some amazing people from this app that's why I just can't leave without telling you all my good news bcz I honestly want you all to be saved as well and free from your sins. I love you all. If anyone wants to talk or needs prayer PLEASE dm me. I am going to keep my account active to preach the word of God and be available for you.

My pictures will still be there as a reminder of who I was and to show you that there is no judgement here and that IF GOD CAN CHANGE MY LIFE, HE CAN CHANGE YOURS TOO !!

I LOVE YOU!