I find it funny how before I had a membership I get all kinds of messages and friend request, but as soon as I purchase one it all stop. Anyone else have this experience

Yall she burned me badly, i was no saint by any means but the shit that she was up to that had come to light has me fucked up....i just wanna have some fun with some of yall and get past the fuckin pain of it all. Too heavy?????? 🤷‍♂️