Blog de flamethatlovedme

Oh I've been trying to write a book and it's a lot harder then I thought, and by the way I have a great imagination but as soon as I sit down I go blank. So here it is opinions welcomed :D

My story

I miss my smile, it seems a long time since I've smiled n ment it. This feelin of emptiness like I've been sucked dry is over welming emptiness it eats at my soul like a wild animal desperately grabbing at its pry, dragging me deeper n darker that I can hardly see the lite anymore. It so funny how u can be surrounded by ppl n still feel completely alone, if u watch real carefully u might even see the dark emptiness seeping out of me like the depths of hell seeping from the ground trying to infect the living. I don't believe in love anymore for how can you when every person that has promised to love u have broken that promise, so love to me is a tool for another person to use against u to control n manipulate u. Mistreat u n have a reason to get away with it using "LOVE" like LOVE is a reason to abuse n mistreat the one person u promised to "LOVE" god!

Why dose that happen? I mean like is my heart not damaged enought, beyond repair, it stoped looking for that one life force to bring it back to life, like a defibrillator trying to restart a dieing mans heart with no response. I hate how life rips ur heart out of ur chest smashes n smashes it on concrete for amusement but I gusse life throughs every at u at once n u either pick up put it on ur shoulders n keep going or pice by pice u full apart under that weight that's life for u wasn't ment to be easy!

I was a … running n just