So not long after me n my ex broke up and we have done that many time over the years we were together for but one on the times we split I was helping his best friend out with letting him stay with my for a lil while after he left his ex old lady n one night we got to talking bout different stuff we missed with our exs but side our exs use to date back in the day but anyways so we got to talking n when I got tried I got up and went towards bed n was laying in bed n my phone went off n i got it n it his best friend text me from the living room n asked if he could come tall to me because he couldn't sleep n i said yeah that was fine n bout 5 mins later he walks in to the room grabbed up n trow me aginst the wall n he started to kiss me in ways me ex couldn't even dream of n i was kinda caught of grad at that min but at the same time I was loving this because I have always wanted to fuck this man but never though it would only be a dream but then it hit me like omg hers we are n he is bout to fuck the ever living hell out of me n 3 and half hours later omg I kinda felt bad but good n happy bout it so I have done this with a fee other of his so called friends n the messed up part is he don't even have a clue about it I'm sorry if that makes me look like a bitch but it's okay we enjoy it so I'm okay with it