I had a beautiful dream last night. In that dream I met the man whom I used to love for real. I dont know if it was just a flashback memory or we have some sort of spiritual connection. Anyway I really wanna see him again because I miss him so much...

I havent met any guy since February. This is because Im living in a pandemic era. Finding a date is a real challenge for myself. I tried other dating apps but eventually I just bumped into scammers! I was so upset that I quit using those apps. But now I feel so lonely because the pandemic in this country isnt over yet. I feel stuck at home and powerless. For me there is no hope to find true friends on this site. If this is the place where I can express my feelings, I will be happy anyway...