badbrad1127's Blog

Ive gone through some shit in my life that most people would say is way too much to bear. I don't have much but what I've got is mine and I'm proud to say I'm on my way towards a better life. I dont want to get into my personal business too much but I do want to reach out to anyone who truly understands why I'm acting out the way I am and why I dont care how or who. Happens to me. I just dont care anymore and its been something ive wanted to happen to me to a point. I just want to unleash in a way that noone gets hurt and at the same time has a fierce emotional drive with it that is one of a kind. If anyone gets hurt I want it to be me. I want it and there will be no hard feelings to whoever does anything to me. But mainly I need some friends who understand and can relate that I can talk to at least. I have noone and I know I am weird for wanting what I want but I dont care. Weird is good and has capabilities to allow experiences noone has evwr thought of before.