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Del and Jean had been friends for many years. Truth be told, far more years than either of them wanted to really recall. Oh sure, like all friends they had lost touch now and then, but they had always managed to find their way back through time. They knew one another in the 80’s, then lost touch until the early 90’s and then lost touch until the late 90’s and then had been strong since the early 2000’s. For the past 5 years especially they had been communicating almost daily.

It started out secretly that Del had “a thing” for Jean. But Jean recognized it soon and it escalated. Soon Del was swooning for Jean. He would have dreams about her, fantasize about her, and eventually even confided to her his feelings. And then he would attempt to sway Jean with his feelings.

The problem with all of this, is that Jean is married, and it is not to Del. This has Del extremely conflicted because while he knows the “right” thing to do, he finds it extremely difficult to maintain doing the right thing when all he wants to do is the wrong thing.

Over the past few weeks, Del has been pressuring Jean to commit to doing the wrong thing. Originally he had started this line of communication jokingly but he found himself really desiring it and soon he became more serious with his statements. Recently, Del had bought Jean a very skimpy little outfit to wear and she even tried it on for him. She had asked him to help her tie the top of the outfit. He had done so just happy to see her trying it on for him. But recently, Del now had a fantasy of that entire event going much differently. Del reclined in his chair and closed his eyes. As he masterbated alone in his apartment, he fantasized of that moment that she stood there, asking him to tie her top. He had both pieces in his hand, her back to him, it would have been so easy to just pull those pieces down to reveal her beautiful full … breasts to him. He would have loved to hold them, squeeze them, caress them, kneed her nipples in his fingers. And while she was in that brief moment of panic mode, he could pin her against the wall and begin to remove her pants and panties and play with her trimmed but hairy pussy and have her hand rubbing his hard cock.

Yes the thought of him taking advantage of his friend had him stroking his hard cock vigorously now. And this is when he realized, he was fantasizing about forcing his friend into a sexual situation. This was completely wrong, and yet, he could not stop his fantasy. He moved her into his bathroom where he bent her over the counter, face into the mirror and he pushed himself into her wet pussy. He was watching the tears come down her cheeks and her tits swinging back and forth as he pushed himself in and out of her. Suddenly he burst inside her, just as he burst all over himself in his chair. He had done the deed, he had filled his friend with his sperm. But he also knew he was not done. He moved her to his bed, where he tied her wrists and ankles and spread her open on his bed. He inserted a vibrator into her pussy and small butt-plug in her butt, gagged her and let the vibrator do its work and make her cum as well. He went and took a … and waited for that to take effect. When he returned she was writhing around on the bed in a state of glorious discomfort. Del removed her gag and firmly inserted his cock into her mouth. At this same time, he began to stroke himself in his chair once again. He was pounding in and out of her mouth while he was holding the back of her head firmly with one hand and pinching her nipples with the other hand and watching that vibrator still making her pussy very uncomfortable as well. He knew she hated to suck cock, but it was something that he wanted very much and since he was taking what he wanted, he was going to take ALL that he wanted, which is why he knew, this was going to be the day that Jean gave up her virgin ass. Del was not going to accept no. In fact, he was going to do all he could to keep this going for as long as possible. He had his phone in his hand and while he was busy forcing his cock into her mouth, he was snapping a few pictures and making a short video. He made sure to pull out and force Jean to say a few words like “Please Del, give it to me” and “Del, I need it inside me please”. Making sure it sounded like she was begging for it. When the event was over, he would use it as blackmail leverage to keep her coming back for more in the future. This was NOT going to be a one time thing.

Suddenly, Del exploded in his chair again and his fantasy was going to have to be continued.

Later that night, as Del went to bed, the fantasy did continue. Del had rolled Jean over to her side and had spooned up behind her. It had seemed like Jean was somehow about to fall asleep, exhausted more than anything else, but sleep was going to wait. Del had opened the tube of Astroglide and liberally applied some to Jean’s ass crack and around her anus opening, and then applied some to his hard cock. He was going for it all. Jean felt the pressure and tried to cry out but found a hand covering her mouth and suddenly his hard cock just pushed forcibly thru her sphincter, and deep inside her ass. She then heard Del in her ear whisper the words, “I hope you can sleep with my dick pounding your ass, because its going to be in here all night long.” And with those words Del began to hump her ass hard, pulling almost completely out and then ramming his 7” cock deep inside her again. The sensation was almost unbearable and she began to cry through his hand over her mouth. But it would seem the more she would cry, the harder he would hump. Suddenly, his other hand slipped around to her front and two fingers rammed up inside her pussy. She was now being forcibly taken by both sides at once. Wait, now she had his other hand, that was covering her mouth, a finger slipping in her mouth and Del telling her “suck it, suck my finger. Taste the juices from your pussy”. That is when she realized he had switched hands and she was indeed sucking her own wetness from his fingers.

She was now spread eagle on top of Del. He had pulled her over on top of him, he was still deep inside her ass, he had both hands squeezing her breasts and would occasionally slide his hand down to her pussy and push two, sometimes three fingers inside her just too keep her wetness flowing. She was just laying there on top of him, letting him pound up inside her ass, she had no way to stop this. Suddenly, Del pulled out again and rammed it inside her pussy. She gasped as it felt bigger than it did before but before she could say anything he exploded deep inside her pussy, all of his cum filling her. He then reached down and began to vigorously masterbate her clitoris. She was gasping in no time as she began to orgasm and cum. Del was truly having his way with Jean. As promised, he re-entered her ass and fell asleep still humping her.

When they both awoke the next morning, the bed was a mess, the sheets were in disarray, but Jean still looked, in Del’s eyes anyway, primed and ready for a fucking. And that is exactly what he had in mind. He needed some motivation, so he straddled her body, pushed Jean’s tits together and slipped his cock between them. “Ah a nice TITTY FUCK. Oh and look, if I push hard enough, you can lick the tip of my dick. LICK IT!!”, he demanded. Her wrists and ankles were sore. It had been at least 15 hours of being strapped down like this, but she obliged. She saw no way that this was going to go any differently. So he fucked her tits, and her tongue helped to get him off and he shot a small load across her face.

Then to her surprise, he undid her wrists and ankles, helped her up off the bed and led her to the bathroom. He watched her go to the bathroom as he started the shower. When she was thru, he put her in the shower. OH MY – the water was COLD. Her nipples grew enormous very quickly and Del seized one in his fingers and the other in his mouth and he slipped his other hand between her ass cheeks and pushed his fingers up inside her anus. She winced with pain, didn’t know which hurt more, the nipples being so hard and sucked or the forcible way he entered her ass…..again.

But there, amidst the freezing cold shower, she would orgasm again. She was beginning to question whether or not she was really wanting all of this to happen.

Del then turned off the shower, dried her off, partially, and then walked her out to the living room. Here he had a chair setup. It was just a folding chair, nothing special, and it was right in front of the sliding glass door. Del walked her over to the chair, he bent her over the back of the chair, tied her ankles to the back legs of the chair, and her wrists to the front legs. He then went over to the blinds and opened them up so that anyone that walked by could easily see inside, and see this completely naked woman bent over for the world to see her completely. He then opened the door and slid the chair out to the patio. He was going to publicly fuck her for all the world to see. And that is exactly what he did. He had her screaming an orgasm in no time. The top of the back of the chair was right at the top of her clitoris and everytime Del would push inside her, her clit would slide over the chair and would send her into orgasm. As she was cumming, Del was cumming as this was highly erotic for him as well. He had never fucked anyone in public before. And while no one was watching, he knew it was possible to be seen at any minute and he was loving this. As he collapsed on her back, his dick still oozing some cum inside her pussy, he simply said, in a matter of fact tone, to Jean, “I hope you have your weekend free, because we are have two more days of fucking ahead of ourselves”. Jean just began to cry at the sound of this. Del just started to snap more pictures. He wanted to remember this moment forever.

It was now that Del woke up from his night of dreamed sexual perversion. He came to a realization. His feelings for Jean were strong. Far too strong. In his dream it was all sexual, but in his heart, he knew two things. One, the dream was fun and it would be awesome if only Jean wanted to participate, and two, he wanted more than just sex with her, he wanted to be WITH her, in life, and all of this, the relationship and the sex and everything else, he knew he could not have, and would not have. Del knew though that these fantasies would not stop and he knew that as long as he and Jean were still talking on a regular basis, his feelings for her would never stop as well. He could see no recourse here. He spent the next week doing his very best to remain as civil as possible with Jean. Keeping his comments as short and concise to her questions as possible. In fact, he even told her an untruth now and then. He had inadvertently made a comment one night that he was “playing”. When she asked about it, he covered by saying it was a computer game….when the whole time he had been playing with himself, having another fantasy about her again. No, even this was not helping the situation.

He and Jean had many times eluded to different possibilities of “something” happening, but Del knew that Jean was just teasing. Oh not hurtfully, just teasing the idea. But he knew that Jean was never going to act upon it. Just as he knew he could never act upon his fantasies either. And yet, this relationship was what he wanted more than anything right now. It pulled at his very soul and he felt he must have it. It was this that led him to his final decision on the matter. He called up Jean and asked to go to lunch.

The day arrived for lunch. It was at a local favorite restaurant of hers and his thoughts were deep and his focus was very shallow at the moment. They met and walked in, he held the door for her and she arranged for a table to sit at. All Del could think of was the words he was going to be saying later. He hadn’t even realized that Jean was trying to get his attention, that she had asked him a question and she was wanting an answer.

Jean finally got his attention and asked what was wrong, and he finally began to answer her. He explained his thoughts, and she acknowledged that she knew them. He knew that she did but then stated how he knew nothing would ever come of these feelings. She tried to object that we didn’t know what the future held, and Del dismissed it saying that he knew that his future did not truly hold her and her future did not truly hold him. It was all just a fantasy and it was a fantasy that only he would be playing over and over in his head for the rest of his life….alone. He explained that he knew he was being ridiculous, but he could not help himself. He was crazy about her, had been for a VERY long time, longer than he probably even realized. But he was smart enough to know, nothing would ever come from it. He was never going to win her heart, that he couldn’t win it because he could not offer her anything to help win it. He knew he was not good enough for her, and that she kept him close because she felt some pity for him. Well it was time that he stopped being a nuisance and stopped being in the way. It was time that they went their separate ways so that perhaps he could carry on with his fantasy knowing full well nothing could now possibly ever happen and he could come to the realization he was going to remain alone, and she could have the opportunity to truly grow and recognize her true potential as well. She didn’t need Del hanging on and keeping her down. She had a life and she needed to really develop that and nurture it. It was the end. And end he knew she didn’t really want to hear about, but really did need. He definitely didn’t want this to happen. But he saw no alternative.

Del then paid for the lunch, stood up and walked out. Jean was heartbroken, tears were streaming down her face, but it was not like the tears of the fantasy. These were true tears of pain, she had lost a friend. Del was crying to, and would spend the rest of his life, knowing he was not complete, would never be complete, and would always be alone. But he knew, this was the best thing he could do for Jean, the woman he loved. If you love someone, you have to let them go, now he knew what that meant. It didn’t give him any real comfort, but he still knew, he did what had to be done.