Suckulent's Blog

I signed on not so long ago... and saw the most gorgeous cock ever...

took my breath away... made my panties damp.

I found him by accident.

I actually happened across an interesting female and was clicking through when I came across her comment on the gorgeous cock... and it IS a gorgeous cock.

I didn't think to look at her name... or his... in my mind... I'd already named him "Gorgeous Cock" - okay, so sometimes I'm NOT imaginative. Fuck off.

Happily, me and GC hit it off and start a lovely conversation that is leading to me typing with one hand and … my mouse with the other.

Then he sent me a pix of his face... and he was not a disappointment... far from it.

I felt so encouraged... I immediately sent him a pix of my face... for what?

I don't know.

It wasn't like he was across town and I could say, "Hey, meet me at … and let's wrap up your cock and then I will suck on you, ride you, fuck you stupid so you don't remember your name..." He was in Tennessee and me in Texas.

One of the things I pride myself on is maintaining my secret identity and here...I'd just undone everything in an impulse move to fuck someone I couldn't possibly have.... sigh.

So I deleted my account...knowing it would obliterate EVERYTHING... every pixel, every word... I mean, sure... that shit is still floating in the ether net with some feds stroking his/her junk...but MY FACE with that account is now jumbled and in a disarray.

Only... I miss him.

Would like to kiss him.

No.

That's a lie.

I just want to kiss that fucking gorgeous cock!

I tried to find him.

No good.

I'm thinking in some way he found my deletion a rejection.

He sends me his face and my reaction is to delete?

What the fuck?

The drama.

So what have I learned?

Fuck the romance.

Stick to the cock.

I happened upon an engorged gorgeous cock... I have since seen others... not his... but enticing nonetheless.

Now the other shoe drops... it wasn't just his cock... it was his humor, his words, his smarts, his sexiness... and in the end?

I get what I deserve... I don't get him for being such …

Live and learn... and lust and no glove/no love!